forgive the druniken rant i had a long day okay and i fuckign cannot stand it no more.;
so i was out by Moongreen's yeha and i see thi s guy- curly hair big face, fucking, look like he gonna sell me some shit and i fucking - man i dont wanna be rude, rr but liek, he had one of those faces - like one of those faces like, this is gonna be a bad time, anf sure enough man.
he tryna buy snake oil from me? milk me? i donot know but fucking that's it man that to me was last straw. SNAKE?
idk man like he was defientely a crazy person, but i do not know, somehting about it just fucking made me so sad and angry? snake. have any of you seen a snake? bird? monkey? NO NOTHING LIVES HERE, IT IS JUST US FOREVER? anywahere i can go here, its just the same fucking thing forevr. my whole life is like couple dozen people. i know this aint how life gotta be.
i get a lot of earth media, and boo,ks, televisison (btw whoever wants to watch stranger things, hmu i got hella torrents loll) and like, i know wht a human being life should be liek. i should be able to go out into a forest qand make friends with a deer like in bambi, or find true love , or live in a hosue with a fat man like in seinfeld, that's life man!! adventure! narratives just form around you, through you just being a participant in the world and the flow of stuff.
But not HERE I JUST GO TO WORK AND I GOTO MY ROOM AND I SLEEP nad someetimes someone will say some dumb shitt to me like today and i just think to myself this is all so small and i feel like this place chokes me to death with routine. monotony and slog. every day same old shit.
it won't be like this on earth. on earth no one works, they can do whatever they want and they can see animals and they can explore wherever they want. people on earth are rich and funny like jerry seinfeld and kramer .
my grandfather was from earth. he fought in wars! he killed people and shit! and he like he had a country and a million people lived in it and stuff CAN U IMAGINE ONE MILLION PEOPLE!!! im so proud to be from eath <3!!!!
im going back. idk how but you fucking moonlings can stay here i am getting off this rock i am gonna
imm, im fuckin
i;m gonna blow it all i cant stand it, the moon stinks. you people all make me sick! i hatre this shit.
SHOOTO IF U READ THSI: IM NOT COMING INTO WQORK TOMOROW ILL HAVE AHANGOVER AND I HATE YOU BRO